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ode to farewell

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ode to farewell

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Death
when anna asked me to write a eulogy for her (homework nya 'to), i was thrilled...weird, i know pero promise, na-excite talaga ko. kala ko sa start, natuwa ko kasi gusto ko lng talaga mag-write pero as i proceed in making the eulogies (yes more than one yung ginawa ko), napa-isip talaga ko...

ang daming what ifs...primarily, what if gumagawa na nga talaga ko ng eulogy for a friend? ang sad talaga ng naisip ko...feeling ko nga pag nangyari yun, hindi ko agad magagawang magsulat or mag-express ng any form of goodbye kasi i'm the type who tends to dwell in the past...laging may kakabit na denial yung lost times, lost friendship...haay life.

ayan, self-rediscovery na naman. oh well, wala naman akong magagawa kung ganun ako, anyway, sa tingin ko naman, medyo okay yung attached ka sa past mo eh. baka maraming mag-disagree...oh well. sa akin lang naman yun. i know some people who would prefer to look ahead all the time so they tend to feel superior to people like me who are, so to speak, blinded by the past. oh well.
  • Ello! May LJ ka pala, ngayon ko lang na-realize. Hehehe. Kamusta na?
    • this is my 2nd lj kaya lang yung 1st kunti lang nakakaalam...haaay life = ewan pa rin. hehe!
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