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February 8th, 2007





for everyone ~.~
CS Week: Feb 17-24

October 18th, 2006

yey!!!

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last day sa lab! yey! (naks! parang end na talaga o hehe...)

NOTE: uy, gusto ko na talaga maglab ha...masaya lang ako kasi may break muna :P

iloilo na tomorrow!!! yay!!!

February 16th, 2006

happy day :)

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ayun na yun..happy day.

went to gateway kanina with fabs, len and richelle. we watched brokeback mountain. it's a good film. heartbreaking yung some scenes tapos ang galing ng actors.

eniweiz, grabe. na-realize ko kanina kung gaano ko na-miss ang blockmates ko. i think more than one year na yung nakalipas since i last went out with richelle. + andun sina fabs and len. it feels super good. 'nuff said.

February 15th, 2006

if you are to choose

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kanina may pinanood kami nina agathz pero ndi ko sasabihin kung ano...hehe..

anyway, consider this. you are supposedly in a platonic relationship with your best guy friend. and then you feel that you're starting to fall. and then surprise! he's also in love...not with you but with another girl. eh eto yun, kung ikaw yung papipiliin (o di ba, sadista!), would you prefer na friend mo rin yung girl na he's falling for or do you prefer na total stranger (well, you know, to some extent, stranger) saýo yung girl?


...dissecting the matter...

1. kung friend mo, syempre di ba masakit yun kasi first mong maiisip, bakit sya? bakit hindi ikaw?

2. kung stranger, eh di it means na super may conflict na kasi the girl is bound to interpret your friendship in a different manner (think paranoia and insecurity)

3. kung friend mo yung girl, hindi pwede yung graceful exit sa kanilang lives kasi masyadong awkward. as a friend, they would expect you to be happy for them...lalo na kung wala silang idea sa feelings mo for the guy

4. kung stranger, hindi ka expected to like her instantly tapos kahit na sabihin pa na dadating kayo dun sa "chums chums" alam mo na hindi mangyayari yun kasi faults na lang nýa yung nakikita mo. kahit na mag-deny ka pa, ang maiisip mo pa rin lagi, bakit sya pa?!

haaaay...

...basta same na masakit...yun lang yung sure ko...

January 5th, 2006

ode to farewell

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when anna asked me to write a eulogy for her (homework nya 'to), i was thrilled...weird, i know pero promise, na-excite talaga ko. kala ko sa start, natuwa ko kasi gusto ko lng talaga mag-write pero as i proceed in making the eulogies (yes more than one yung ginawa ko), napa-isip talaga ko...

ang daming what ifs...primarily, what if gumagawa na nga talaga ko ng eulogy for a friend? ang sad talaga ng naisip ko...feeling ko nga pag nangyari yun, hindi ko agad magagawang magsulat or mag-express ng any form of goodbye kasi i'm the type who tends to dwell in the past...laging may kakabit na denial yung lost times, lost friendship...haay life.

ayan, self-rediscovery na naman. oh well, wala naman akong magagawa kung ganun ako, anyway, sa tingin ko naman, medyo okay yung attached ka sa past mo eh. baka maraming mag-disagree...oh well. sa akin lang naman yun. i know some people who would prefer to look ahead all the time so they tend to feel superior to people like me who are, so to speak, blinded by the past. oh well.

December 24th, 2005

SaBoTaGe

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Kathy and I went to AM Boulevard for our very last minute shopping. Though we already got kuya something, we decided to buy him another gift just for the fun of it. Hopefully, my kuya and his girlfriend will still be okay after they opened our gifts for them ..

For kuya: a shirt with the picture of a bride and a groom
…and underneath the pic, a very large print of A BIG MISTAKE

For ate Arlene (kuya’s girlfriend): a cartoon of a girl tugging on her guy with the following print underneath it- BOYS MAKE LOVABLE PETS, EVERYONE SHOULD OWN ONE!

hehe..

Merry Christmas everyone!!! :P

December 8th, 2005

lambda phage confraternity

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Ayan…LJ number 3. especially for the lambda phage confraternity…hehe…

Actually, this is my 2nd official lj kasi yung first dapat talaga, experimental lang and I was not able to maintain it for almost a year now. Yung 1st officially naman, oh well, alam nýo na naman di ba? Censored…:p

Since dapat matagal ko nang ginawa ‘to friends, I will copy and paste some entries in my other lj; para wala lang…hmmm, actually, so that ishi can put as many comments as she likes. Ayan ish, mag-comment ka ha…tapos para hindi ka ma-depress, dito ka na lang mag-post kasi nga naman medyo hassle magreply sa emails lalo na some people don’t want threads clogging their email accounts. Hint. Hint.

Ang saya ng lab natin earlier no? I don’t know why pero parang bigla tayong naging close lahat. I love that feeling, promise. ~.~ sana lang pag ni-run na natin sa AGE yung mga DNA samples, ma-visualize natin sila para lalong masaya…

To my MBB blockmates (and the whole MBBS) and PMHS friends, goodluck sa CarolFest tomorrow! gogogo peeps!!!

November 29th, 2005

for months now, those were the words that haunt me
i kept them inside all this time
i don't want them to come from me
yes maybe, we are not who we used to be
like everyone else, we changed...
i'd like to think of us as growing individuals
yet, do we have to grow apart?

i'm sorry...i don't want to sound so possessive
it's just that...the distance is killing me

i am afraid to say it
but yes...
i guess the distance has killed US already

so now, i am sorry for the times i wasn't able to walk beside you
sorry for all the unspoken words...
sorry for all the gestures that made you feel cold...

lastly...
sorry if I weaved a dream into your head
that our once upon a time
will end with happily ever after

November 26th, 2005

MBB: cs sportsfest champs

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suuuuuuuppppeeeeeeeeerrrrrrr YEHEY!!!

panalo kami!!! congratulations mbb!!! haaay...super saya...hindi lang dahil nanalo kami. more importantly, dahil nakita ko kung gano ka-united ang mbb students! ang galing talaga...gayun ko lang nakita yun...kaya ayan, ang resulta, overall champs kami! 1st time ata 'to ng mbb kaya lalong mas masaya.

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tapos kanina, nag-pa-practice ng cheering, lahat game na game...kaya nakakatuwa. kahit na we didn't bag the first place in cheering (third kami); kebs lang...masaya pa rin kami...hehe...


we got:

basketball (G) - 1st
soccer (mixed) - 1st
scavhunt - 1st
relay race - 1st
tug of war - 2nd (kasali ako dito!!!)
badminton - 3rd
volleyball- 3rd

March 24th, 2005

time stands still

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Him and her
Life is turned
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream?

Thrown in all directions
You, Epitomè of perfection
She has lost her will
TIME IS STANDING STILL

He walks her home
Now he walks alone
The days, they turn into years
The eyes, they drown in tears
Can you hear me scream?

The way we are the way we were
It’s just a shadow of what was…
I loved you for so long…
She says go now, please don’t you cry…

February 3rd, 2005

* Have a firm handshake.



* Look people in the eye.



* Sing in the shower.



* Own a great stereo system.



* Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.



* Always accept an outstretched hand.



* Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the

difference.



* Whistle.



* Avoid sarcastic remarks.



* Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90

per cent of all your happiness or misery.



* Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out.



* Lend only those books you never care to see again.



* Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have.



* When playing games with children, let them win.



* Give people a second chance, but not a third.



* Be romantic.



* Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.



* Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as

important as it first seems.



* Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments. It's there for

your convenience, not the caller's.



* Be a good loser.



* Be a good winner.



* When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.



* Be modest. A lot was accomplished before you were born.



* Keep it simple.



* Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.



* Don't burn bridges. You'll be surprised how many times you have to

cross the same river.



* Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets



* Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you'll regret the

things you didn't do more than the one's you did.



* Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.



* Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick

to

acknowledge those who helped you.



* Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for

you.



* Visit friends and relatives when they are in hospital; you need only

stay a few minutes.



* Begin each day with some of your favorite music.



* Once in a while, take the scenic route.



* Send a lot of Valentine cards. Sign them, 'Someone who thinks you're

terrific.'



* Answer the phone with enthusiasm and energy in your voice.



* Keep a note pad and pencil on your bed-side table. Million-dollar ideas

sometimes strike at 3 a.m.



* Show respect for everyone who works for a living, regardless of how

trivial their job.



* Send your loved ones flowers. Think of a reason later.



* Make someone's day by paying the toll for the person in the car behind

you.



* Become someone's hero.



* Marry only for love.



* Count your blessings.



* Compliment the meal when you're a guest in someone's home.



* Wave at the children on a school bus.



* Don't expect life to be fair.



* Read your Bible and Pray Everyday

January 11th, 2005

blogthings...

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Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.


Your Birth Month is June

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.
Your warmth and consideration touches many.

Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty

Your gemstone: Pearl

Your flower: Rose

Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream


How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.


Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours
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